here with you

Im not a perfect person
Theres many things i ~~wish~~ i didnt do
But i continue learning
I never meant to do those things to you

And so i have to say ~~before i go~~
That i just want you to know
I have found a reason for me
To change who i used to be
A reason to start over new
And the reason is you

Im ~~sorry~~ that i hurt you
Its something i must live with everyday
And all the pain i put you ~~through~~
I wish i could take it all away
And be the one
Who catches all your ~~tears~~

Monday, September 12, 2005

hahaha now at teck ghee cc??
its the only place when i can finally update my blog
boo.
( the aircon is freezing and my fingers are frozen)
anyway went back to peichun erm last last wednesday
i acted like a madman, wake up at 5AM to put on my contacts
then at the end only take abt 20 minutes to put it on ( im getting faster!)
erm then i was like the only one in my class to go back to peichun kathleen and puijun didnt want to go ( HAH im so loyal)
yea so i reached there abt 12? yea. erm met up with elizabeth and steph first, think anderson ended about the same time as us. and haha they also had be yourself day. i wore a black skirt and a nicenice halter neck =) yay they go so well with contacts.
then about one everyone started coming. omg everybody's changed so much!! xuanming didnt recognise me at all. though their characters were still about the same. and yes the guys shot right UP.
OH AND YES MR TAN WAS STILL THE SAME! STILL WEAR THE SAME TYPE OF CLOTHES!!!!!
oh yes and charissa and i met up
she's still so funny!
then the rest of them went to huiying(ruby)'s house as usually every year
and me and charissa went to j8
YAY we ate lunch at pastamania and THEN went to take neoprints which was so so funny..
erm when we were supposed to be choosing the photos we wanted we didnt know and accidentally CANCELLED the ones we wanted. hohoho so we got the ones we didnt want!
thats what happens when we cant read JAP! &*^*^#$%#
never mind its the experience that counts x)
erm yea that abt sums up the day

and holidays are just over. so freaking unlucky i was SICK during the whole week.
how unlucky can you get?
stomach flu boo hoo hoo ( hey that rymed!)
oh well exams are in less then one month PLUS i have a geog test tmr gotta MUG LIKE CRAZY!
erm lets revise some geog now.
...acid rain causes the toxix minerals dissolved in soil ( such as aluminium) to be washed into streams and rivers. if the water is used for agriculture it will be absorbed by fruits vegetables and animals. when eaten it would cause serious damage to human health.
THATS NOT ALL I STILL HAVE LOADS TO STUDY!!
bb times almost up =)

2:12 AM
right here with you;

Friday, July 01, 2005

well haha now i am this place called contact 123 with kel so i can update my blog
its mouldy and growing cobwebs now haha
all thanks to my dad.
he blocked blogger in my house.
wth
i also dont know why
just had lunch...kelly didnt finish all of hers,
and now she's complaining she's hungry
-.-
oh well later i'm going somewhere with kelly
somewhere.
i also dont know
maybe causeway point?
and then afterward we are going to our class farewell party
miss goh is leaving
hais
and i HATE that miss elina.
and that miss ng.
the other time when we were on the way to the hall for assembly,
i swear i tucked in my blouse,
and then the miss ng said that i didnt tuck in enough shirt
and force me to tuck in and tuck in until i looked like a nerd.
then when she walked away i immediately pulled it out
they both suck.
so for today's farewell party we didnt invite them.
thank god.
i think they invited mr steven and some other teachers as well.
gosh i'm gonna be so wet.

next week i have a performance in the botanical gardens
with other bands from overseas
wow
haha im quite excited
we're playing songs like the incredibles, saturday night fever and all that.
some sec4s are coming back to play with us
ppl like huaiyu chuanxin and xueqi
i think jancy is too busy with her work lar.
and the sec 1s are dancing
HAHAH
=)
im so glad im not a sec1 this year.
and jaron already seperated them into different places
pei yu and dionis in 1st,
laura and pupeng in 2nd ( yay !)
and joanna and esther in 3rd.
wahahaaaa
2NDS RAWK.

and laura is so so cute,
when yesterday she was dancing,
omg so cute,
when she thought that she had made a mistake.
=))
wheeheeehee

i think the sec1s are a very good batch this year,
much better than us last year.
i think that they will be able to do very well in this year's jnr band fest.

okay well i have nothing more to say...
my gosh,
im thirsty,
i think i'll have bubble tea later
=)
the chocolate milk tea kelly gave me last time was NICE
=)

11:32 PM
right here with you;

Monday, June 27, 2005

hai
haii
haiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiii
i just dont know why,
but im just feeling so depressed.
at school i dont know whether if i could live through the day.
hais.
i dont know whether to cry or not.
hais
i dont know if you still do,
but i really do still love you alot
and no matter how much i try to forget,
no matter how much i try to force a smile,
I CANT.

11:07 PM
right here with you;

Thursday, May 19, 2005

haha. pierced my ears.

it was quite pain...but what do you expect??

it's something going INTO your flesh

hehe. *hope i havent discouraged you*

i dont want to go into the subject of my exams.

they are too bad.

arggh......

7:55 PM
right here with you;

Thursday, May 05, 2005

i'm panicking!!!!!!!!
exams are like two days away and i havent studied my :
geography
science
maths
and i havent finished the others yet.
i am DEAD in this year's PTC.

*the late elena*
seeya.

8:10 PM
right here with you;

Monday, April 25, 2005

i hate myself

10:26 PM
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Thursday, April 21, 2005

i feel so depressed lately

jus because of this BIASED person

that freaking guy

ahh well i wont talk abt him anymore

he jus makes me so SICK

anyway...things aside...i'm so happy that we got a GOLD

yipees

jus want to say byebye and all the best to my graduating seniors

goodluck in your o levels !!!

11:05 PM
right here with you;

haii

w m h b s b
a e t g f t b c b
a i t o s 2 i t c s t i n i
t s c s
d l m t l t

i r d k w t s
y l
w h y c m?
d i m a t y?

m w w i s i d
i a s f

1:21 AM
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